Verse 1:
Why did i bother if it was all for nothing?
I'm going through classes with the hope for something
I tried to hard to lose what i worked for
Was i being accepted in this shit of a town? Or
Was i just making sound so that
they can just hear me out
and i would not have to leave all that i worked for
but honestly how did i do this in the first place
I'm coming closer to the things i like.
Chorus:
Well if this is the start of the shit in my life,
then what was the point of me fighting for time,
to keep what i made that became something,
and finding out that it was all for nothing.
And the people will watch as i walk to my future,
and they'll stand and cheer as i leave what i slaved for,
What was the point? To make people happy?
Because they didn't notice that i was still fucking acting.
Verse 2:
This fucking heat it makes me feel disgusting,
And its like i'm finding stability with trying,
to get by these last few months here,
the dust is fading and now i can finally breath,
And i didn't have the time to stay,
I didn't have the time to say,
Who i was well did i even know
Why did i do this and who the hell was it for?
Chorus:
Well if this is the start of the shit in my life,
then what was the point of me fighting for time,
to keep what i made that became something,
and finding out that it was all for nothing.
And the people will watch as i walk to my future,
and they'll stand and cheer as i leave what i slaved for,
What was the point? To make people happy?
Because they didn't notice that i was still fucking acting.
Outro:
I'm leaving i'm gone i'm never gonna come back,
And why should i if all i get is that?
That shitty attitude that everybody gives to me,
I cant stand it anymore and it makes me not breath.
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